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 its a crime. oh yes it is. I sinned against myself. Cos I chose to follow my heart's urges. enough of all that sugarcoated gibberish trash talk. why do I already EXPECT it? I went for it,despite knowing the consequences. I honestly don't believe in the analogy that because I EXPECT or BELIEVE a certain outcome,I'll act a certain way and make it come true. someone's askin me about new year's eve plan. Fuck,I haven even plan as far as Christmas. And I don't wanna fucking spend it alone. The thought of it.Arghh. I hate being dependent on someone. Because I know I can do without it. But just for my record,it makes me happy. Christ,I need to get my life straighten out. Get my ying and yang balanced out and stop wallowing in self. pity. out,bitch. Hey pretty mama Can I sleep with you tonight? |
